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Dec. 18th, 2020 | 08:32 pm

I've created this somewhat anonymous LJ account as a place for all my favorite fanworks of all my favorite fandoms! To see a list of all the couples and pairings I love and adore (there's more than 50!), see my profile page! If you like the same pairings and fandoms I do, then you're free to check back to this page every now and then to see if I've found something you'd like!

Gotta bookmark this real quick: 

Fetish #1: Villain x heroine

Nov. 11th, 2014 | 11:42 pm

A lot of my OTP's are hero x heroine, I must admit. But sometimes I like my OTP's dark, and I really freaking love villain x heroine, whether it's unrequited or not. Just like what Klaus says, "don't underestimate the allure to darkness. Even the purest of hearts are drawn to it" and "You've never felt the attraction that comes when someone who is capable of terrible things, for some reason, cares only about you?"

Related tv tropes: villainous crush, stalker with a crush, mind game ship, stockholm syndrome, lima syndrome, in love with the mark

I wanna high-five this one tumblr poster because I know what you mean! I totally agree with everything you say!

I like it because it opens up the opportunity for seduction, being ravished, and even dub-con (or even non-con) that turns into making love. It's such a fanwork fetish of mine, I won't lie! Sorry I'm not sorry!

EJ Dimera and Sami Brady from Days of Our Lives, especially in 2006 and early 2007, are a perfect example of what I'm looking for in villain x herione. He's a Dimera, she's a Brady. Their families hate each other. He was sent by his father to wreak havoc on her family, and to impregnate a Brady of his choice. He chose her. He came up with elaborate schemes to get her to turn away from her family and friends so that she would trust and rely on him only. He wasn't supposed to, but he ended up falling in love with her. When she didn't fall in love with him back he gave her a Scarpia Ultimatum and that's how she ended up pregnant with their first child. He became obsessed with getting her by his side. But the whole time she was pregnant, she was still in love with someone else. He didn't take it well. He took out his frustration and heartbreak on her by tormenting her. The whole time I was thinking, "he's being so cruel to her! He's frightening her, causing her emotional distress, tormenting her, torturing her family, but WHY do I want them to be together? I should hate him, but I don't! In fact, I find him really hot and sexy and it's kinda turning me on! Is there something wrong with me??"

On a soap opera forum I lurked at, they described EJ Dimera as "sweevil," which is very similar to "tsundere." Even though he was evil, he was also sweet. He made her cry, but then he brushed her tears away. He would whisper threats against her family in her ear while running his fingers through her hair. He would stand outside her apartment door and run his fingers across her nameplate. He did so many terrible things but his greatest desire was for her to love him and be a family with her and their child. And as for Sami, even though she was scared of him, she would always get breathless around him, no doubt her heart was racing and blood rushing through her veins. I thought, "isn't this also how a woman feels when she's around a man she's attracted to?" And so it just made sense in my mind to find this kind of relationship super hot and worth shipping.

And then, of course, came the redemption of EJ's character. He defied his family, and put his love for Sami and their unborn child above what his father wanted him to do (sacrifice the fetus for stem cells to save his ailing father's life). After that moment, he worked hard to become someone worthy of her, someone who would be a good husband and father. Everything he did was for her and their baby. OH THE FEELS!!!

Other examples of villain x heroine that I like:

- Klaus and Caroline (Vampire Diaries) My 2nd favorite example of Villain x Heroine.
- Sark and Sydney (Alias) I love her with Vaughn but also kinda shipped this on the side.
- Jackson and Lisa (Red Eye) just recently watched this, and NEW OTP!
- Ulquiorra and Orihime (Bleach) STOCKHOLM SYNDROME AND LIMA SYNDROME, YESSSS. I love her with Ishida too.
- Leonard and Kaname (Full Metal Panic!) I love her with Sousuke of course, but very intrigued by this villainous crush.
- Solomon and Saya (Blood+) ahhh his love for her was so sweet. Love her with Haji too, of course.
- Seymour and Yuna (FFX) currently obsessed with this one, thanks to finally getting around to playing FFX HD Remaster... When I first played the game back in 2002, I didn't bat an eye (didn't develop this fetish yet I guess) but now... WOO BOY... I like her with Tidus too but can't get this ship out of my head either! This fic and this fic are perrrrfect. Still looking for more.
- Tseng and Aerith (FFVII) I ship her with Zack and Cloud, too, but love this one because it has shades of In Love with the Mark. I occasionally seek out Sephiroth and Aerith fics too (how sick and twisted is that?? He killed her! He penetrated her with his sword, why am I looking for fics where he penetrates her with something else?? LOL)
- Beast and Belle (Beauty and the Beast) Stockholm Syndrome & Lima Syndrome again!
- Phantom and Christine (Phantom of the Opera)
- Hades and Persephone (Greek mythology)
- Enishi and Kaoru (Rurouni Kenshin, only in fanworks) again, I LOVE her with Kenshin, but when I run across this in fanfics, I can't help but smile wickedly with delight hehe
- Draco and Hermione (Harry Potter, only in fanworks)
- ETA (8/19/15): Kizami and Yuka (Corpse Party, only in fanworks)
- ETA (12/23/15): Seifer and Quistis (FFVIII, only in fanworks)
- ETA: Kylo Ren and Rey (Star Wars Episode VII, only if they don't turn out to be cousins tho) (ETA 12/27/17: They're not cousins!!! I can ship them now and BOY do I!!!)
- ETA (6/29/16): Kazuya and Jun (Tekken)

I love this post about Domyouji/Makino (Hana Yori Dango) and Chuck/Blair (Gossip Girl). I don't consider them villain x heroine, but they're definitely Stalker with a Crush and I LOOOVE it.

More posts about villain x heroine and villainous crush: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, fanmix, villain attraction disorder PSA, NSFW dub-con doujinshi

I also really love the dynamic of a pure-hearted, innocent yet head-strong girl who reaches out to the villain/anti-hero, who is falling further and further into darkness and evil, and tries her best to save him. He keeps trying to push her away, but she won't give up or leave him alone. She's his morality pet/conscience/light in the darkness, whether he wants her to be or not. In addition to the above couples, examples include:
- Sasuke and Sakura (Naruto, BEST example of this)
- Zuko and Katara (ATLA, especially in the last episode of season 2, arrrghhh I'm still pissed they aren't canon!)
- Luck and Eve (Baccano, in my headcanon anyway)
- Anakin and Padme (Star Wars, after he goes to the dark side)
- Heero and Relena (Gundam Wing)
- Aoshi and Misao (Rurouni Kenshin)
- Stefan and Elena (Vampire Diaries, especially season 2)

This post illustrates this dynamic SO WELL. See also All Girls Want Bad Boys, I Can Change My Beloved, Love Redeems, Brooding Boy and Gentle Girl


Aug. 10th, 2014 | 04:54 pm

Favorite SNES Games
Secret of Mana
Final Fantasy IV
Final Fantasy VI
Chrono Trigger
Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past
Illusion of Gaia
Yoshi's Island
Breath of Fire II
Star Fox
Mario Kart
Sim City
Breath of Fire
Super Metroid*
Castlevania IV*
Super Mario RPG
Final Fantasy Mystic Quest
Donkey Kong Country 2
Super Mario World
Street Fighter II
Mortal Kombat II
Zombies Ate My Neighbors
Fire Emblem 4 (low on the list because I played this in 2013, not during my childhood like the others)
Mega Man*

Favorite Sega Genesis Games
Sonic 2
Sonic 3
Sonic and Knuckles
Sonic Spinball

Favorite N64 Games
Mario Party 1
Super Mario 64
Mario Kart 64
Goldeneye 007
Super Smash Bros
Star Fox 64
Pokemon Snap
Yoshi's Story
Bomberman 64
Pilotwings 64
Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time*
Legend of Zelda Majora's Mask*
Blast Corps*
Star Wars Rogue Squadron*
Paper Mario*

Favorite PS1 Games
Castlevania Symphony of the Night
Final Fantasy Tactics
Suikoden II
Final Fantasy VII
Final Fantasy IX
Final Fantasy VIII
Wild Arms
Chrono Cross*
Tactics Ogre: Let Us Cling Together*

Favorite GBA Games
Mario & Luigi: Superstar Saga
Tactics Ogre: Knight of Lodis

Favorite Gamecube Games
Super Smash Bros Melee
Fire Emblem Path of Radiance
Tales of Symphonia
Mario Party 6
Resident Evil 4*
Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess*
Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker*
Super Mario Sunshine*
Metroid Prime*
Paper Mario*

Favorite PS2 Games
Final Fantasy X
Kingdom Hearts
Suikoden III
Fatal Frame II
Persona 3*
Metal Gear Solid 3*
Kingdom Hearts II*
Suikoden V*
Final Fantasy XII*
Final Fantasy X-2*

Favorite DS Games
Professor Layton series
Final Fantasy IV DS
Radiant Historia
Brain Age 2
Final Fantasy III*
Mario Kart DS*
Mario & Luigi: Partners in Time*
Mario & Luigi: Bowser's Inside Story*
Phoenix Wright series*
Animal Crossing*
Harvest Moon*

Favorite Wii Games
Fire Emblem Radiant Dawn
Super Smash Bros Brawl
Mario Party 9
Mario Party 8
Rayman Raving Rabbids
Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword*
Xenoblade Chronicles*
Last Story*
Rogue Galaxy*

Favorite PS3 Games
Final Fantasy X HD
Valkyria Chronicles*
The Last of Us*
Final Fantasy XIII*
Final Fantasy XIII-2*

Favorite 3DS Games
Fire Emblem Awakening
Yoshi's New Island
Professor Layton*
Bravely Default*
Zero Escape: Virtue's Last Reward*

My beautiful OTP's and their beautiful children

Nov. 14th, 2013 | 02:37 am

Will be adding pictures and video clips soon, when I have time...

So a lot of these series/fandoms I dropped and stopped watching/following a long time ago, so I had to look up the OTP's on wikipedia, google, tv tropes, the series' wikis to find out, and OMG WOWWWW there's so many that ended up becoming canon and having kids and I'm just SQUEEEEEEING here in front of my computer!!!
Warning, SPOILERS for many series/fandoms!Collapse )

The Hunger Games Fanfic Rec's

Aug. 12th, 2011 | 02:39 pm

Five Words Peeta Only Says at Night
To Sleep, Perchance to Dream
Ashes and Flame (Every You and Every Me)
Learning to Swim
Their Last Night of Love
The End is the Beginning
Favor Fire
The Unrecorded Hours
Letters from the Sky

Three Times Gale Hawthorne Defended Katniss Everdeen (and three times he couldn't)

Scylla and Charybdis

How Rue Became the Mockingjay

Much More Important Things
Twenty-Four Victors, Twenty-Four Tributes: Meet Your Quarter Quell Contestants

Another Luck & Eve Fanart Slideshow

Oct. 13th, 2010 | 12:51 am

Yaaay! Meems made another one! It's more of an Eve tribute, but there's some Luck/Eve too. She used another favorite song of mine that I *absolutely love*, "Savior" by Lights. And it surprisingly fits Eve's character very well, imo. AWESOME~

It's short and leaves me wanting mooore~


Eve's Christmas / With a Little Luck

Sep. 29th, 2010 | 12:27 am

Okay this post is definitely gonna prove what a fanatical, obsessed Luck/Eve shipper I am. (Err, just in case I haven't proven that already.) So yesterday, I googled "Luck and Eve," and one thing that came up was a summary of a romance novel by Janet Dailey called With a Little Luck (also republished recently as Eve's Christmas). And the reason it came up in the search engine is because the main characters of said romance novel are... you guessed it...

Luck and Eve.

My face = O____O

Of course, it's not Luck Gandor and Eve Genoard, but still. The fact that there's a romance novel, first published in 1980-something, about a love story between characters named *Luck* and *Eve* made me fangirl SQUEEEE so hard.

So today I spent 2 hours in my local library reading the first ~150 pages of Eve's Christmas, giggling and squealing like a fangirl the entire time because I pretended that I was reading an AU fanfic about Luck and Eve from Baccano. It was *especially* fun during the more "racy" parts. At one point in the story, Eve's hair gets windswept around her face, and she says something like "I wish I brought a brush, now my hair's a mess" and Luck runs his fingers through it and says something like, "It looks like a man did it, while making love to you" and I practically screamed before remembering I was in a library.

So yeah. I'm a big dork, LOL. But I guess what I'm really craving is more Luck/Eve fanfics... I haven't found any new ones, and I myself haven't been writing any due to hectic schedules and writer's block, but hopefully since porn battle is starting up (and now that I know of its existence), maybe I'll be inspired to write something, if I see a prompt that makes me go "ooh, I think maybe I can write that!"

Luck & Eve AMV - Do you BELIEVE?

Sep. 17th, 2010 | 01:08 am

I just finished my Luck/Eve video! I had WAY too much fun making this *_* I lost count of how many times I SQUEEEE'D while editing it, making sure the music and lyrics matched with the scenes. And thinking of what "believe" phrases I could use. Hehehe.

Anyway, this is based off of the GH and OLTL "Believe" promos from 2008. The song is "Believe" by the Bravery (AWESOME SONG). Hope you liiike =)

Also posted at baccano 

Luck & Eve Fanart Slideshow

Sep. 15th, 2010 | 10:03 pm

Heeeeeee! I can barely contain how ecstatic I am!! My intern3t friend, Meems, made this fanart slideshow for me, showcasing some fanart of my current OTP (Luck and Eve), and using one of my favorite songs, "Blush (Only You)" by Plumb. ENJOY~! (I know I did)


You asked for it? YOU GOT IT. ;)

Sep. 13th, 2010 | 05:11 pm

( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. )

That Mrs. Gandor Sure is One Lucky Lady

Sep. 10th, 2010 | 05:02 am

( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. )

Shipping Meme

Sep. 8th, 2010 | 11:41 pm

Shipping meme that I decided to fill out about my current OTP's. WARNING: Some of my answers contain SPOILERS for Code Geass, Baccano!, Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core, and Bleach.

Shipping MemeCollapse )

Faced with a Near-Death Situation, Luck Gandor Makes a Life-Altering Decision

Sep. 5th, 2010 | 06:57 pm

Baccano! Luck/Eve
Warnings: SPOILERS for Volume 4: Drugs and the Dominoes; sexual situations
Written by a Luck/Eve shipper, for Luck/Eve shippers (and whoever else wants to read it)
Disclaimer: Baccano! belongs to Ryogo Narita; I'm making no money off this


"Luck... Oh my God, you didn't... You wouldn't..."Collapse )


The Ingenue & the Mafioso - a Baccano! Luck/Eve Ship Manifesto and Fanwork Archive

Sep. 3rd, 2010 | 10:37 pm

I feel the most urgent desire to explain why I love this ship. So here goes!!

Edited on 1/18/11: Added link to pixiv fanart
Edited on 11/29/10: Added a new fic
Edited on 10/26/10: Added a new fic
Edited on 10/13/10: Added another new fanvid

Edited on 9/17/10: Added fanvids, and more fics written by me during the past week (click on my fanfiction tag)
Edited on 9/11/10: Added a new fanart to the list ^_~
Edited on 9/7/10: Added a few more fanworks to the list, and fixed an incorrect fanfic link

"You're Mr. Gandor, right? The leader of the mafia family?" "I suppose you could say that, yes."Collapse )

After Years of Indecision, Eve Genoard Boldly Makes Her Move - Baccano! Luck/Eve oneshot

Sep. 2nd, 2010 | 05:02 pm

( You are about to view content that may only be appropriate for adults. )

Zack and Aerith

Jun. 24th, 2010 | 03:23 am

I've loved this ship since 1997 when I first finished playing Final Fantasy VII. Yeah, that's right--back when we barely knew anything about Zack!!! And now what with the compilation (mainly Crisis Core, which I just finished a few days ago since it took me forever to get a PSP), I LOVE THEM EVEN MORE. To the point that I bought a R-18 doujinshi of them off of ebay!! (If you'd like a zip file of the scans, head over to zack_aeris and join the comm, cuz I posted the link in a members-only post.)

Anyway, here's links to a few fanvids.
Cutest moment EVER
Zack x Aerith Utena OP Parody
Zack x Aerith Chobits OP Parody
Zack x Aerith Higurashi Kai OP Parody

F4 Introduction with sexy background music

Jan. 16th, 2010 | 06:01 pm

I love the Flower 4 theme from the Hana Yori Dango OST. And I love the Korean F4. So I did what any sensible person did, and put the two together! The result? AWESOME HOT SMEXINESS. (Oh yeah you know it!)

And yes, 2:44 was ABSOLUTELY DONE ON PURPOSE. *evil laugh*

Comments on youtube would be appreciated! If I get at least 3 other people who think it's as hot as I do, then I know I'm not crazy O_o

Also posted @ hydkorea 

Yi Jung and Ga Eul (Soeulmates)

Jan. 3rd, 2010 | 04:14 pm

My List of Favorites from Lovers Unparalleled
50 themes
(for 1 sentence community)
Umbrella (6th post from top)

Fanvids (all of these are VERY HIGHLY recommended by me)
Soeulmate Tribute

Waiting For You
Now You Tell Me
Next to You
Soeulmates (Latika's Theme from Slumdog Millionaire)
Soeulmates Theme (also uses Latika's Theme)
I Won't Say I'm in Love
A Little More of You

Lunar Sea's Drawings on Fanpop

Soeulmates International
Lovers Unparalleled
- Fanfiction Archive
Soeulmates - Livejournal community
Because of You - Fanlisting

Rei and Pepper

Jul. 5th, 2009 | 11:28 pm


they were close childhood friends who were separated when he had to leave for america. years pass and he comes back to the philippines, but he does not come back into her life--they've become completely different people.

he's too uptight, serious, straight-laced, and always rigidly following his schedules.

she's too wild and carefree, just doing whatever she pleases.

but in an effort to get their feuding fathers to reconcile with each other, they decide to pretend to be romantically involved.

he helps her take things more seriously and be more responsible.

she helps him loosen up and be more fun-loving and spontaneous.

soon, they realize they don't exactly need to pretend anymore.

(yes, that *awesome* summary was written by me)

Pagkakataon (Chance) instrumental version
Love Story

Pagkakataon (Chance)

Suzaku and Euphemia

Oct. 1st, 2008 | 08:32 pm

UPDATED 12/14/08: Added 1 fanvid
UPDATED 10/17/08: More fics & a doujinshi! ;D

Suzaku/Euphemia tag at Code Geass community
FF.net Community
FF.net search results
The Way I Feel Under Your Command
Here Without You
Tactical Warfare (Warning: Rated M)
Be My Knight (Rated M)
Now Comes the Night pt. 2 (Rated M)
Becoming (Episode R2 25 spoilers)
Protecting (Rated M - masturbation)
Untitled (from a kink meme) (Rated M - masturbation)
Untitled Kink (Rated M - palace gardens)
Untitled Kink (Rated M - closet sex)
Untitled Kink (Rated M, drunken sex)
Untitled Kink (Rated M, Lelouch voyeurism)
Untitled Kink (Rated M, Nina voyeurism)
Untitled Kink (Rated M, Suzaku/Euphie/Lelouch threesome)
Sex in a Knightmare (from kink meme) (Rated M, in the Lancelot)
Towards a Better World (from kink meme) (Rated M - Suzaku/Euphie/Zero threesome, Kallen voyeurism)
Exposure (Rated M, pegging)

(for Japanese sites, add "h" to the beginning)
Kurimomo's site - ttp://hoshikata.topaz.ne.jp/kurimomo/top.html
Knight of Darling - ttp://hoshikata.topaz.ne.jp/kod/top.html
Suza Euphy Project - ttp://tama.space-i.jp/~friskyt/sea/
Festival Drum - ttp://www6.ocn.ne.jp/~negik-fd/geass/top.html
(I don't know the name of this site) - ttp://www.tiara.cc/~hane/ruru.htm
Someone's photobucket account
Suzaku x Euphemia Club @ Deviant Art
Suzaku and Euphie
Knight and Princess
Euphemia Et Suzaku
Suzaku and Euphy

(Warning: both of these are NC-17!)
Drowning by kurimomo (from fakku: English translation)
Engage by Kyougetsutei Miki Miyashita (from fakku: English translation)


Breathe by strawberrykiwiness

Suzaku x Euphemia: of princesses, knights and cats (LJ community)
"Dolce" (fanlisting)